Hi, I just found this site yesterday so I don't know your story but the first time I was hit by a wave of major depression was in college. I couldn't even read so continuing my studies was out of the question. I new something was wrong but didn't know what. I went to the mental health building but never went in. I have always wondered how my life would have been different if I had gone in. Make sure that if you need help,don't be afraid to reach out to someone. You have to keep fighting and trying but also forgive yourself for what you just can't do. Mike