Thank you so much for the prayer. I will pray for you too. I hope that you will pull out of it soon because I know it sucks. I have done better today and I hope I continue to do so. I think my meds are helping because usually once I feel depression starting it tends to stick around a long while and get pretty bad. Time will tell if I will keep feeling better or not. I so know how you feel right now though. You hang in there. Just keep in mind that as much as we hate when the depression strikes it does not last forever. I try to think to myself everyday when I am depressed that tomorrow might be the day I feel better. That mindset helps me. You take care of yourself and be kind to yourself any way that you can. We have a very real illness that is just as valid as any physical ailment so we have to nurse ourselves back to health the best way we can.