Hey guys thanks for the support! It started with the brain zaps and ended up just making me feel blue but once I figured it out it was ok. It's just temporary. I also found some Zoloft in an old blazer pocket from college, which is also an SSRI (it's a good trick if anyone else runs out.... it really works).. I am still a bit worried as my pdoc had said not to mess around too much with skipping this particular drug, Paxil, but it's just until tomorrow or the next day latest.

As for T yes I am aware that it is a bit unfair to blame her for needing therapy/meds. She is part of the solution not the problem. It got a little overwhelming with meds + being home, plus no session this week I guess leaving me a little confused.

Hope everyone enjoyed the fireworks!

P.S. Yes my niece is 3 and she is one of my favorite things!!! It was amazing seeing her face light up today and it almost (ALMOST!) made it worth all the other crap.