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Originally Posted by AngelsRUs
I understand the feeling of thinking your going crazy. I allowed others to near convince me of that for 5+years. I too think I have DID and am trying to see if the psyciatrist would be willing to evaluate and change the diagnosis.
No one ever has a problem with my personalities until the 4yr old comes out. And I must say it has to look crazy a middle aged gal acting like a small child, skipping around and having a bit of magical/fantasy thinking. Of course, when the 4yr old comes out so does everyone else. It is as if they are all clamoring for control. I am thinking that unfortunately the 4yr old is the core personality "we" are all protecting...not sure how I feel about that...kind of strange.
I really had my epiphany of this being DID when I turned into my father before my very eyes....talking like him and his mannerisms was extremely uncomfortable. My mother's personality seems to have changed...instead of harassing me like she did growing up the personality has become the mom I always wanted her to be...odd huh...?
I understand why we split off into many personalitites....but why do we make our abusers into personalities?
~AngelsRUs~
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to get a psychiatric or psychological evaluation done in Montana (where your profile states you are) to find out what mental disorders you have, contact your medical doctor (primary care physician), therapist or case manager. tell them what you need and they will refer you to a psychiatrist or psychologist that does diagnostics for mental disorders including dissociative disorders. if you are on insurance let your primary care physician know so that when he puts the referral paperwork through the psychiatrist/psychologist that you get will be one thats covered by your insurance plan.