I'm glad that you are feeling better. You do have the right to not take meds. If you aren't taking meds then you don't have to see the pdoc.

I've been off the meds for a week now...I feel better than I did before. I have to admit that things were spiraling out of control when I was first put on them but, then things got way out of hand and I don't think that my Pdoc or T realized how much harder it was on the drugs! I am still going to continue with the Pdoc...my decision! I am actively trying to make things better, I'm just afraid that if anything comes up (stress or some situation), and I can't deal...I told him I'm willing to try again - with hesitation of course.

He is probably trying to include you in your treatment. This is good and empowering. Empowerment is very good for mental health. It is vital actually.