Thanks Rhapsody. I think it's the dread that is the worst. It's so crippling. I did not work at all last week and I am about to try working today for an hour. I ended up at the hospital last week and have had the worst time. However, now I am now getting more help and support, so perhaps I will be able to get over this OCD a bit so that I can function. What you said really helped me. I feel like work is good for me sometimes but other times I feel like it's killing me.
((((((((Hugs Rhapsody)))))) You really helped me with what you said there. I have been to hell and back this week and have been not allowed anywhere on my own. Bla bla bla, etc. I have been in another world.