Open Eyes,

Thanks for your input. It makes sense. My dad and mom had a strange relationship. I always wondered why they were married because they didn't seem to love each other. Once I got older, I started to see how my dad would give my mom certain looks of disgust or disdain and it killed me. I never wanted to get married or have a relationship like that. I guess am so warped by seeing my mom and dad's relationship that I am projecting my feelings about it on to my husband somehow.
I need counseling but I hate paying so much to go. I am a cheapo, but my husband insists that it is worth it. I know it is, but soooo expensive. Ah well, it's better than wine counseling.