Thanks everyone.

I just think I'm the worst, most horrible, evil, terrible, awful, disgusting person ever. I'm not sure therapy can help me with this. It hasn't seemed to help so far. I can't seem to get a grip on the thoughts that drive me to believe this.

It seems so so hopeless. I'm so sad and depressed. I thought I was doing some better, but it's worse now and I don't know why.