well, at first i thought i was a lesbian---then i thought bi-was pretty sure---now a lesbian. idkk which!!! ahh!! Although, i really seriously want a girlfriend ASAP! ill feel more confortable, attractive more to "the person", and feel like i can get along better with them too. But, although idk where to meet girls. I looked on myspace (hahaha, yeahh) but, theres no one who signed up around my age or even around where i live. And it sucks, im mostly attracted to older women, especially authority figures--then i start 'daydreaming' haha. i have a HUGE-crush on my family therapist at my school. (therapustic high school in nj.) ahhh, i cant stop thinking about her..okk--enough of that topic with her...but idk where to meet girls around my area--even if there a little older then me thats ok--idkk, i want to find somebody but, idk where too. its really bothering me now, because all my life i felt akward-soso around guys and going out with them, that i always rush things with them like sex, and now i understand fully why. heh. i just want to feel confotable--and happy at the same time too. I'm 16 years old by the way--well, i will talk to everyone later...its 20 to 3am, and ahh i have school.

advice would be helpful.

debbie