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Originally Posted by Sanada
My brother who is in my life likes his distance, but hes there for me.
I'm close and distant at the same time. Its something i've got to live with. I love them all from the bottom of my heart, but its a distant love.
I'm sorry if this is no good for you.
I hope it works out for you.
Faith gets me through all my emotional swings of doubt, distant love.
Love can be confusing but faith works for me.
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Sanada,
Thank you for sharing your personal experience.
I am really an all or nothing person ~ it's very difficult for me to hold back. I have had so many times of my sister popping in and out of my life, always with drama, it's hard for me to not run to help. Maybe that's why my sister does come to me. Knowing that I won't push her away, as everyone else has.
Just need to remind myself to stay present in the moment. I still feel like a little girl inside. I just want to yell and scream at my parents for doing this to us! I can't stand holding this feeling...it is SO intense.