Dear GreenFairy, ((((((( HUGS ))))))) ~ ~ ((((((( PEACE )))))))
YOU must first rid your body & mind of the feelings that now control your life.... or they will forever be your enemy and they will forever keep you a prisoner.
Check out this book:
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LoVe,
Rhapsody -