Thank you for raising this issue. I too am terrified of pregnancy and giving birth. I feel like being pregnant is losing total control of your body and personal space, all of a sudden you have docs/nurses who have more of a say over your body that you do.

I feel like it's dirty and sexual. Even tho of course it isn't. Like you the clock is ticking for me and tbh i really don't think i'll ever have children for this reason.

I empathise with how you feel xxx