I am feeling especially tearful tonight.
There is no real reason other than I am overloaded with work and not getting it done. I am spending time here when I should be working (my own fault). My son is giving me hassles. My husband is moody. I have PMS. I haven't gone to gym in the last week because of the work load. My pc crashed. My house, though spotless, feels like an absolute mess. I feel fat. I feel ugly. I feel overwhelmed. I said I wasn't going to drink and I didn't buy - major accomplishment for me. Didn't last!
Not so nice people moving into the house right next to me. And it is hot - my office becomes unbearable by late afternoon.
Sorry - please don't feel the need to offer suggestions to the above. I am not looking for any - just looking for comfort of any sort - whilst I am feeling somewhat sorry for myself.
Thank you for letting me be me. I think!
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