I turned in all my cutting supplies to my therapist today. A part of me wanted to do it b/c I'm tired of dealing with things this way and another part of me did it out of pure obiedience to God. Guess I'm tired of letting my feelings run the show. It's hard though b/c it's only been three days since the last time I cut and I keep having negative thoughts that this is just a phase. But I've been fighting those thoughts with Gods strength...so keep me in your prayers that this won't just be a phase!