Yeah, I've gone. Thanks (((((laceylu)))))). This is so stressful. Not having a permanent home or any thing more than the most temporary job. I know my MI issues are what's behind all of this. It feels so bad not being able to share it with anyone. I am so sure taking just one paxil will help make it go away. Just think it's ironic T will not know about any of this when u all are so helpful. Can just picture... T is still bugging me every week "lastyear you're so unmotivated? Are you sure you really want this?". I am her most boring patient.