My best friend and I had an argument about me being too busy to spend time with him for a few days... then he disappeared and didn't speak to me for about a week and a half. When he came back (for about 5 minutes) he told me that he had signed himself up for a 10 day therapy thing (I suppose it's over night) for him to help cope with him emotions and arguing better and left again.
As soon as he left I started crying. I felt so.. mad. I hated him at that moment and I haven't the faintest idea why. I felt so mad that he didn't tell me anything.. Almost offended by how he had these "little" problems and felt like he had to go to therapy for it when I was in therapy too for things I've been dealing with for years and.. Now when I think back about it I shouldn't have freaked out but for some reason I was so hurt.. I should of been supportive because no problem is insignificant.. but instead I lashed out in anger when he wasn't around to hear me.
I felt like I was being abandoned, betrayed and mocked.. but there was no reason for me to feel this way.. He had problems that he never felt like sharing and went to get help.. So.. What's my deal?
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