Shmush,
This does sound a lot like OCD. The good news is that OCD is very treatable. Have you considered seeing somebody about it? Any time that a problem is interfering with your life, you might want to consider talking to a profesional about it.
Rap
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“We should always pray for help, but we should always listen for inspiration and impression to proceed in ways different from those we may have thought of.”
– John H. Groberg
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