ever know when something/someone is going to make an appearance soon by the way you feel?

All day to day I feel this sense of impending.. not doom , more like mental instability. And I have been doing so good too for the last couple weeks..

Now Im sick with pneumonia and its making baby REAL upset, she doesnt understand why its hard to breath and why were so warm..

I feel like Im slipping farther and farther away and losing my grip on myself and someone else is going to take over, and I can barely handle this myself as it is. I KNOW Baby can't..

*frustrated*