Great. Thank you interviewer for adding to my depression.

I've kind of been lagging, depression does that to me; it slows everything down and I went into my interview this morning lacking every necessary motor skill. In fact, I didn't even want to go in the first place but I knew I had to so I forced myself to get up.

This was the longest and hardest interview I think I've ever had. The "process" was disagreeable. I've never had to sit down and actually think about and put together a ten year employment history. Having to do this was a slap in my own face: I am NOT proud of my past.

As we sat at the roundtable, she warned me that she would have a series of questions that were routine. I didn't realize how much energy was needed to answer them and I fell flat on my face in the interview.

Not only did she pick apart every job I've ever had, she made me realize (again) how much I hate the person I've been and I walked away from the interview feeling like I failed yet another time. I can't even interview right.