((((((((red rose)))))))

I know it feels hopeless right now, you may not yet see a way out, but there eventually will be.

My own advice is for you to focus on you first. Use social services, anything possible, and move out. Build your own little space and think on what things you want to learn, what you enjoy, get a daily schedule together and set some goals. Ideally you be in therapy yourself, maybe try a support group too.

You first.