I am BP II. I feel like crap most of the time. I hide it well. I am certain I have been BP II since forever. I was once diagnosed as Borderline. But my Dr. said the two are often confused. I have been on every medication known and nothing has worked.

My "mania" manifests itself either as severe anxiety or violence towards myself, things and even my poor husband.

I am 40. I have 2 kids. If it were not for them I would not be here.

BP II is taking me away from the life I wish to lead.