Sorry everything is so unsettled for you now. Probably whatever was going on in terms of your treatment could have been of benefit even though your T thinks your diagnosis should be adjusted. So don't feel like it was a total waste of time and effort. Think of yourself as sliding down a funnel...when you get to the narrow part, you will be more focused in your efforts to get better and when you finally drop through, you will have achieved what you want. Maybe you are just on the rim where it starts to really get better!