You hate your life? My heart goes out to you dear lady, perhaps you really mean, you hate what the injuries have done to your life, I can understand that, but PLEASE DON'T let that make you hate yourself, you are terrific person.
You share your wisdom,compassion, and humour with so many, which rather you know it or not it is those very things that have helped people make some positive changes in their lives. Helping others is such a great gift, try to look at the things you can do and you do do, helping others so much.
Please do not see this reply as any attempt to try to minimize your pain and suffering, I'd never do that to you or anyone, look at this reply of being a form of "thank you" and to tell you are are greatly admired.
I'm sending you my heartfelt wishes for better days to come your way.
Take care now,
Roe

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