thanx...yeah i could go to my dr, i've got to anyway to discuss my meds as i am on 40mg prozac, but i'm thinking of trying paxil as prozac just doesn't seem to be doing that much anymore. also have got a friend i cld ring about the depression ( but not slef-harm, as that tends to freak ppl outside of med/psych field out)...my T does have some urgent slots weekly, i think...so i think i'll give that a go