so the other day was high emotions for me.... Had a family member bugging me constantly for something I could not afford, but yet still caved in. My boyfriend got upset and of course, I thought it had to be about me.... Later we talked and my boyfriend let me know it was just how my family member constantly bugged me with something I already said no to.
During all this my boyfriend sister had made a comment on my face book about a strange dream she had about my boyfriend and I getting married... I of course being self absorbed took this in a wrong way too.... Thinking why would that be sooo strange? Without me asking, My boyfriend texted his sister and found out it wasn't that sort of strange but the content of the dream... I apologies to his sister two times, yet she didn't reply back with text or the post... Sigh now I think she is mad at me.... She has issues with their brothers wife so that could be helping with my train of thought here...

I don't like it, I think people don't like me and just act nice some times. And then I feel as if I have to please everyone. That makes me mad in return.

Sorry if this is all over the place