(((((((((((( kimmy )))))))))))

Ty ...it's very good to see you.

I sorta feel like I'm in a black hole right now. My T keeps saying she doesn't like the way I am and never saw me like this and that I make her nervous.

Then she must have spoken to the pdoc and when she saw me she asked me why I look the way I do...am I losing weight? ... I said I eat a lil ..so I dunno?

She turned around and said " I think you don't eat...that's what I think".

That isn't the case, but you know what I sometimes would rather not and just fade away as I mentiioned. Maybe the depression talking.

I wondered today why ppl notice my weight b/c I'm not that thin or small. Plenty of other ppl are smaller and thinner then me. I don't get the big deal.

It only adds to me not aware of myself.

Just was stuff in my mind from today.

Thanks for listening and your support...I appreciate it.

Kimmy I hope you are doing well and all is well with your family.