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Jul 09, 2011, 05:39 AM
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Member Since: Oct 2010
Location: Michigan
Posts: 6,543
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Bless your heart ~ I'm GLAD you quit drinking. Blacking out is a sure sign of a serious problem. It's a shame that your husband didn't support you when you quit -- most people with a problem with alcohol CANNOT "control" their drinking. One drink is too many, and a thousand isn't enough!!
Has your husband ALWAYS come home from work and gotten stoned and played video games? Doesn't he ever interact with the kids? Why do you think he does this?
I too would suggest some counseling. Perhaps you could go by yourself for awhile because you need to forgive yourself for what happened -- you can't continue to beat yourself up for this, and expect him to forgive you if YOU can't forgive yourself.
You might want to see your doctor also about not ever being aroused. Perhaps your hormone levels are too low -- just a thought. If that's not the case, counseling can help with that too.
I wish you the best ~ I know you feel awful about what happened, but you're really a good person. Alcohol makes us do things that we wouldn't normally do -- I know, cause i'm a recovering alcoholic. God bless and take care. Hugs, Lee 
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