You're right, I am mind reading. But I know I can do this at home and I know I don't need my family policing me. The residential program is a really good program, I did it several years ago and it helped. I would get a private counseling session every day and meet with med management several times a week, as well as several groups of like minded women each day. It's a good program. But I don't want to talk to a stranger for counseling and I don't want to be away from home. I would rather get the help from T. I am not denying I need extra right now, but I don't think he wants to provide that extra. It hurts because I don't ask for much and I overlook a lot of inconsistencies. He wanted to do double sessions and we did that a couple of times, it worked well but he petered out and started scheduling me for 1...I don't know why. (I know, ask him...but that's so hard for me) IT just seems like he doesn't want to do any extra sessions.