Sunrise, you make a lot of sense. Problem is, I don't think I need THAT much extra...lol. The only positive is the all female atmosphere and the groups, there aren't any of those on my island. T has been wishy washy about a lot of things, like telling me double sessions would help, then only doing that 2x and going back to singles without rhyme or reason. I just need to check in a couple times a week instead of once...that would teeter me back into sanity. He says he can teach me stabilizing skills, but he keeps forgetting to do that. I learn quickly, I just need structure and consistency...he isn't good at that...sigh.