I was 16 he was 19
I was young and a "tease" I loved to flirt and I was lonely.
We began dating..
we were making out one night..
he had already tried to push some things on me but this time he tried to go down on me..
it seems silly most women love that...but I wasn't comfortable and he kept pushing and pushing until he had his way...
I felt helpless... he was ontop of me and he didn't get far...but he did do enough to make me feel violated...I can never let a guy eat me out after this event...I feel so stupid to be so hurt after something like that...but here it is. I just feel like if I said no that should have been enough but no he kept pushing... he is now married and happy. I don't think he deserves it.. Am I overreacting?