T,
For once, I just want you to tell me EXACTLY what I SHOULD do, and not make me find the answers to EVERYTHING on my own. Do you really think that method is helpful ALL THE TIME? Well, its not. At least not for me. And at least not with what I'm currently dealing with. Sometimes I think that you are just waiting for me to scream at you and tell you that I just need you to directly answer one of my questions. I REALLY don't want to scream at you. You have never yelled at me. Not once. So, why would I do that to you? I know you are just doing what you have been trained to do by "modeling" what things are "suppose" to be like in my communication with people and in my life outside the therapy room. But please, just once I need you to take off your " Therapist Hat" and just "talk" to me. I know that you can't, because this is your method, at least during my 50 minute time slot. I just have trouble understanding how you making me figure out everything on my own- all the time- is going to help me, when I've had to do that my entire life ever since I was a small child. I just need you to pull me by the arm and tell me "Go that way". But, I guess the fact that you are not doing that for me is all just a part of the "process that I should keep trusting" Is my statement correct, T? Is it? Wait. Nevermind. You are just going to ask me to "look within myself" to find that answer.