I am so sick of feeling like life is unfulfilling and that I've wasted my first (almost) twenty-three years on Earth. There are so many things I want to do, but, when I start thinking about all the changes I want to make, I get overwhelmed and panicky.

I have physical and mental health issues, as well as unresolved grief, that won't go away without treatment. I need to get over my phobia of driving and get a job that I love doing (currently unemployed due to those untreated physical health problems) and can't wait to go to every day.

I'd like to expand my musical tastes. I want to pursue my love of singing, writing, and reading more seriously, as well as start drawing again.

I'd love to do some volunteer work, and I'm looking to adopt another dog.

I also want to learn some new skills and possibly take up a new hobby or two. Maybe I'll take a few more college courses or get a degree in something--not sure what yet.

Most of all, though, I want to experience life instead of feeling like a failure who lets life pass her by. I've already incorporated a few changes, like starting to work on a novel I've had in mind for months and spending more time outside, but I still have a long way to go. It's so hard for me to take one little step at a time, because I'm not a patient person, but I know that I have to start somewhere because it will be worth it in the end.