Dear T,

You are gone and i am really missing you. Was doing ok until today. Fourteen days sober. Was ina chat for my addiction and then someone said i was TOO supportive. WTF?
Then my mate over dinner admits to thoughts of dumping me. I am also now hated by my boss. And my family back home acts like they dont know me.

you tell me it is worth it tokeep up the fight. but why. i am hurting deeper than I am allowed to say.

Me