(((AvidReader)))--that there is a tough time you are going through right now...I send you my hopes and positive energy for a quieter outcome.

Wouldn't it help a bit if, since Facebook and what is on there triggers you; that you not go there? Sounds like you only hurt yourself and the volatile emotions spinning inside you now. You have enough triggers, enough pain, anger, resentment to handle without allowing that to make it all worse.

You are in my thoughts; I am so sorry to hear of this cataclysmic event in your life.

I send you hopes for a brighter, calmer future.-----------Pax theo