((((((((((((rapunzel, esthersvirtue))))))))))))))
why cant he hear me? i feel like i'm screaming at the top of my lungs that i am going to drown and he cant hear me. hes talking and talking about the vicious cycle of my life and how i havent changed and i am screaming and screaming that i am falling apart and i cant hold on anymore and he just keeps talking. ripping me to shreds, all the things i've done wrong and continue to do wrong. and i cant ask him to help me. he just wont hear it. and i'm losing my voice.