Start something small. Even if its a part-time job. As for working in a charity shop or something, it's still *something*. Every little bit helps. While doing that, you can look for something more meaningful.

The important thing is to get out of the house, away from *him*, and whether it's work or volunteer, that will help you feel better about yourself. I kinda like the saying, 'help yourself by helping otheres'.

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