I'm in a similar situation though I left my job to go back to school (school starts full time in the fall). I wanted to take some time for "me." I knew the potential for this to destroy me as I am single, live alone and have all but abandoned all of my friends. It's tough for me when I've done all I need to do (chores, errands and such) and I get completely lost not knowing what to do with myself. I am not avoidant per se, but have no real desire to "entertain" people and act fake and happy all the time. I'm Borderline which makes relationships difficult as well. I just want to say that I understand and if you ever are bored, lost or are a total wreck, shoot me an email or something. I think my info's available. If nothing else, we can chat about the freakin' grass or something! LOL