I've had a lot of high and low points in life socially so I can relate to how you feel. Social situations actually feel very draining to me, but I still wish I was able to go out with a group of friends and enjoy life. I get depressed because I am lonely, but stressed when I try to cure that loneliness. School can be a good source to meeting new people, but it can still be hard to form a bond. School has always been an uplifting experience to me because even if I am not forming friendships, I am at least improving my life and knowledge. Don't let this period in your life get you down. Think of it as a stepping stone and take these moments to reflect on what you want to work on to improve yourself and what steps it is going to take to get there. And remember to be patient because some things can be a life long struggle, but if you try there is always the possibility that things can get better. You have to hold onto that hope!