I almost don't want to write it, as if that will make it more real, but I'm feeling worse and worse. My pdoc took me off the Seroquel because of side effects, now I'm spiralling. Generally, it's a downward trend, but I get these short, upward spikes of hypomania that just make it all the more uncomfortable.

I've tried so many meds over the last 18 months, that I am ready to give up on all of them. I don't know what to tell my doc now. How do I keep going when it's trial and error, mostly error?

I need encouragement.