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Originally Posted by my3sns
Just thought i should add ... no one in my real life even had a clue about my struggles either, i function in society quite well, and keep the mass of feelings deep inside.... but i have only very recently showed a small part of the real me .. but honestly i am normally whatever or whoever i am expected/needed to be at that very moment
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OMG, it's ironic that you say you are whoever you're expected to be. I was just telling my therapist the same thing. It's almost like I have different costumes to wear for different people/events. I can easily mold myself into the "appropriate" person to keep myself hidden. And obviously, this is a huge contributing factor to my feeling fake and like people are going to realize that I'm awful and not who I say I am. Well, hell - I don't even know who I am ...
