This is the only thread you started. I see that you posted in other threads. When someone posts in a thread, usually it is only the original poster who responds to that post, and some OP respond in a general way, not to individuals. This is in NO WAY an indication of whether people like you or not. It doesn't mean anyone is rejecting you. They don't even know you yet.

I read and responded to your post in the BPD forum and I hope you change your mind. Your posts are intelligent and I would like to get to know you better. If you start more threads, I'm sure you'll get responses.

I'm sorry that psychotherapy "put you in a bad place". Others have been in that position and this forum is an excellent place to discuss your situation and feelings about therapy. I hope it's okay to send you these hugs.