(((( poetgirl ))))

I am so so so sorry that you're in such a bad place. I can relate to having that hopeless feeling - and thinking about how it will never get better. It's hard to believe that it will, when you're feeling this way. Can you try to put away those thoughts and just think about what you can do in this very moment to occupy yourself in a safe, caring way? Please, please reach out to the professionals that are here to help you during such a time. It's important for you and your children.

(((( safe hugs ))))