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Jul 11, 2011, 01:52 PM
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Member Since: Mar 2009
Location: So Cal
Posts: 3,342
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Sometimes I wish I could have concrete proof. We have memories of some of the abuse, but not all. We only have two memories of the major SA, and some other stuff that T says was grooming, but that should be enough....right?
For some reason it's not enough for me because internally we get the "sense" and "knowing" that there is more that took place, on a deeper level and when we ask inside if something more happened, it just get's quiet and whispers echo from within but we can't hear what they're saying.
What really bothers us is that we do not hear a resounding "NO!!" "No, that did not happen." That's what we want to hear....or even a "Yes". Why can't we just get an answer instead of echoing whispers?
I know it doesn't matter at this point if I get an answer, in the grand scheme of things, but it still matters to me. All I have is the proof that the other abuse took place, but is that enough to say, if that happened then it's probable that more happened too? Inside I hear "Yes".
Sometimes asking inside is painful. 
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