I just hate ppl that sit there without knowing the full facts and judge you like they are all good and pure and have never made a mistake before. Come into my BIPOLAR sick head and be used and manipulated by someone you should be able to trust, go manic and try to resist the words of someone that knows your every weakness and play on the things you want to hear and you try and lead a perfect life...GRRRRRRRR I KNEW there would be someone to start mouthing off about my choices.....well, it must be great to be perfect musn't it?

Sorry guys...I am venting here because I feel safe here....amongst fellow BP sufferers.

I posted on 'romantic feeelings for my therapist' board. basically i have been seeing my ex t on and off....we were on mainly when I was manic...but some 'man' was somewhat unsympathetic and it just made me mad especially when this place is supposed to be a place of support. He doesnt know me.....why not PM me if it upsets him that much to find out more b4 casting his opinions that are unsupportive. Anyway, my ex t emailed me and basically ended it..... arghhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh! I am such a mess!!! And now that 'man' has just made me feel worse I am highly sensitive and I am such a ppl pleaser that it really upsets me when set upon....especially when there are circumstances involved that meant I was abused

Sorry again....I had to come to this board as its the only one I can feel safe in. So pls,,,,if there is anyone else that wants to take the high ground, save it for another day......believe me I am paying for it all by myself