Typo, I have definitely dealt with this over and over. I would imagine that the stressors of a new living arrangement and a new job would cause your energy to shift away from your psychological healing needs, after all we only have so much energy available. Trouble is, once we stop dealing with our issues and start stuffing our feelings they build up and will eventually come out in some way, most likely in some kind of self-harming way. And the more we stuff our feelings the more we will deny our own reality -- our own history of abuse.
Please get yourself a therapist. You deserve it! Your inner abused child deserves it.
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