I didn't hear back from my T tonight. Clearly she went to bed but I know that she is also having problems with her phone right now. I really wish that I could have talked to her tonight. I need her. I need her to listen to me. I need her to support me. I need her to help me. This post didn't get any replies tonight except the one from Stormyangels which I appreciate. I don't know why nobody else has replied. Maybe not many people were online tonight. I don't know. Sorry for whining and complaining, Just looking for support tonight but I guess sometimes it is the luck of the draw eh?