one one one cuz you left me and
two two two for my family and
three three three for my heartache and
four four four for my headaches! and
five five five for my lonely and
six six six for my sorrow and
seven seven nonono tommorrow and
eight eight i forget what eight was for! and
nine nine nine for a lost god and
ten ten ten ten for everything everything everything everything
-violent femmes

12 years since i've been bad.
one way to live with this pain. survive it.