(((((((((((((((((anne and all))))))))))))))))))))
I so know what you're going through. I know you feel isolated and afraid. Know that you're not alone in the fears, ok?
Keep doing alot of "self-talk" right now and hopefully it will help to bring things back around for you. That's about all I can do in times like this...that and reach out for caring hearts.
we care,
kd