Gosh, everyone, I am so mixed right now about my future. I will soon be moving to a new apartment!!! It's a big step for me, or it feels like it is. I am so excited! I am very scared too because, well, I'm afraid that what if it doesn't work out? I am very worried about that--things will be very tight financially. Still, I can't wait to get cleaning it up and start moving things in. I sure do hope that everything works out fine and that I am worrying about that part for nothing. I plan to leave one of the docs a voice mail about it tonight! I can't wait for our next appointment. My own regular doc doesn't use voice mail, so I'll have to try and hold in a fax to him and wait to tell him at our appointment in 6 more days. Wish me luck, guys--I'll invite you all over for a house party once I am all moved in !