No don't delete please. I'm so sorry you had this to cope with for so long. I spent years in severe depression, I thought that was it for me, forever. Finally something happened and I slowly came out of it. I don't normally pray, but I will be sending all my positive healing thoughts to you. I can understand your frustration with the medical system. I can relate to your having had enough of this illness. It can and does feel downright discouraging at times.

Be easy on yourself, you've been through so much with this. Things can happen an who knows why but when your not looking or least expecting change can happen even in the darkest hour. I'll be keeping that change in my thoughts for you.